Well at least I only wanted to be friends.Jessica wanted it to be more; and I gave in after a few weeks. I didn'twant to lose her as a friend so I we...t along with the relationship. Aftera few months of dating, I actually thought I might have feelings for her. I still had that feeling in the back of my head that this wasn't what Iwanted, but I instinctively brushed those thoughts away. Every guy wanteda girl, didn't they? I just wanted to be normal, so I mistook wantednormalcy for. As she leaned over me and began dancing on my lap, I realized I was naked too.It was then I realized my arms were up, and I couldn't move them, either they were tied or I was too fucked up to move. It seemed as though I was watching the screen unfold from above as I watched Trinity reach in her bag and pull out a clutch typical of a heroin kit and I thought the worse I could think and then she pulled out a rod. I thought what the fuck, it was like a medical instrument, and she put some. He was black, and promised he had done this before, but was safe. He said he wanted to bareback her (a term neither Wendy nor I understood). It means he wanted to fuck her without a condom. It seemed all black males insisted on this when meeting married white women. Wendy took no part in the emailing or chats or any of the arrangements. All she saw was one small grainy photo of the man, which he had sent me. Wendy had never shown any interest in pornography back then, not watching it let alone. I need to talk to all of you. Please, sit.”They all sat down together on the sofa facing Jan.“A resident of his building found Steven’s body around 0930 hours this morning. As of right now, it’s looking like suicide.”Jan paused long enough to look at each of them.“Listen carefully. Last night, you and Josh left for the office around 1830 hours. At 1905 hours you entered the elevator up to your office using this security badge”, she pulled a security badge with Lisa’s name and picture on it from.