‘I’ll admit that it’s been difficult for me to forgive. It keeps on popping up at the wrong times. I fight it and most of the time I win. ‘Bu... you, you have done so much better that I ever could. You’ve raised yourself way above me, you’re my shining angel of courage. The woman who puts me to shame for her total humanity. I am in awe of what you have become, who you are now. She looked at me in disbelief. I guess that there was a bunch more things that I’ve never told her. ‘I’ve tried real. ?No? Then what did you want? Perhaps to be humiliated ? like this?? ?I don’t know what I wanted,? she whispered. ?but it wasn’t to be so afraid, I am sure.??Fear ? such sweet sentiment. Well Holly – you’re in luck ? I’ll take your wants and needs and expectations out of the equation ? you do what I tell you to do, then maybe I’ll let you go.?She nodded.?Good, now dry your tears, there’s a good girl.?She did as she was told, though still looking at the ground. ?I want you to do three more laps. By the time Monday rolled around, I was ready to be a professional. At precisely seven in the morning Bob, the crew, and I was crowded into the construction trailer. By seven fifteen, we sent the crew to work. Bob texted him and found out he overslept. Mike breezed into the office at eight o’clock and I was fuming mad.“Sorry I am late folks,” he apologized as he came into the trailer, a cup of coffee in his hand. “My damn alarm did not go off,” as he shook hands with Bob. When he acted as if he. He could remember the day, he had asked Jim how he could pull a girl. Jim had laughed and told him that he would have to walk a mile in the other persons shoes to understand them. John had looked askance, and Jim said that he had to imagine what it was like to be a woman. John had said he couldn't do that as he had no points of reference. Jim had then got two of his female friends to go out with them. John had gotten very drunk, and wound up finding himself alone on the road a mile from home,.