” “It wasn’t like anything.” “Fuck it, I’ll ask her myself. She’ll probably get a kick out of it, unless she doesn’t even know.” The... reading my face, he added “She doesn’t, does she?” “You have to promise, not to say anything to her. Or anyone else like at work or anything.” “Yeah, yeah, yeah,” he promised all excited. “Spit it out!” So I told him how we never talked about her cheating but I would go down on her and eat the creampies guys would leave in her and I thought she might know because. That I can..." Be the girl you want to be?" Look at me mom! Then tell me I can't do it! I'm wearing a bikini mom,that should tell you something about how good all this stuff is!" You're certainly right about that anyway! You look just like a girlwould, and I can't see how they did it! Care to tell me?" No. Lets just say that Beth is here to stay for a while, probablyforever, and when my father gets here, I'll be ready for him!" Don't get carried away honey, he likes to hit women, just. I can deal with the former on my clothes."As he nuzzled his head into my chest and shivered the hairs stood up on the back of my arm and I noticed a growing firmness in my pants, that took me by surprise."Thanks, I'm just, I guess everything’s just too much today. You’re right about a lot of things."It got quiet as he captured his thoughts and pondered how to continue. I could feel his breath become steadier and calm."Look, I’ve seen enough shit in this world that I’m probably not gonna be. "My heart started beating again. And my eyes began to run. Maybe it was the onions."You probably could tell she is sweet and kind, even over the phone." Yes, Charlie, I could."Her eyes began to water too. By now, I was sniffling. Maybe Charlie could hear me over the phone but I swear I couldn't help it."And I desperately need to see her as soon as possible, to tell her I love her." But why does that mean you can't come to the party?" Because there's this ass... , this nasty, self-centered.