She wants this as much as I do I finally realized.“Grandma” I start to say. My voice is parched and tight as I speak. I take a drink of th... bourbon, letting the liquid burn down my throat to warm my nervous belly.“We need to talk,” I say.Grandma sighs as she takes my now half empty glass, and turns to set it on the small table again, she stares at the glass and then slowly takes a gulp of the potent liquid, grimacing as it slides down her throat.“I know” she. A couple of weeks ago Ava and I made a commitment to each other. Not a marriage commitment obviously, but still a commitment that we both take seriously. Ava is abiding by her side of the commitment wonderfully well; and without wanting to sound too boastful, Julia and I are keeping up our end very well, aren't we, Ava?"Ava enthusiastically agreed, "I'll say! Mark and Julia are FANTASTIC to me. I'm having the best time, Dad, and I know they'll be wonderful to me later. Everything's perfect."I. “You can turn over whenever you’re ready,” she saidsoftly. Everything seemed very soft at that moment.I rolled on to my back. She turned over the tape andclimbed on to the bed, kneeling above me. I admiredher body but I was really drawn to the smile on herface. Erica had really kind eyes, not at all like thewomen who seem to think they’re so much better thanyou. Rubbing more oil between her hands, she seemed tobe pondering where to start. Whatever, she began at myankles. It was a little harder to get, but we found ways. I remember one time we were out behind his shed which was right next to the fence separating his yard from his neighbors. So there we were stroking each other, and he was about to go down on me when I saw movement on the other side of the fence, and just then one of the people next door peered over the fence and she asked what we were doing. She was a few years younger, and we were able to hide our conceal what was about to transpire, so we.