This is not how I pictured myself. What was I doing to myself? I almost took everything off, but I heard a voice in my head telling me how...sexy I was dressed as a slut. I took my left nipple and repeated the procedure. Then I followed by piercing both of my ears and added a nose ring. I now had pierced nipples, ears and nose. The rings were attached and as the packaged on the rings advertised, they were now a permanent part of my body. How could I hide . She did not have the slightest clue as to what to say to her husband, and thus, she felt at a loss as to how to deal with Hayley. She let herself remain in a shocked, numb state the whole day, causing Hayley to feel like there was a huge chasm between her and Katelyn. Both women; however, did their best to treat the children nicely, although they dealt with them separately, barely speaking to one another. Katelyn had explained that their daddy had been delayed and would not be coming home that. She did finally find one for me and even though I would have preferred Barbra ,Amy filled the void. Everything went well between us for the next couple of years until she moved out of the house next door . She said to me when I helped her move that it was closer to her work,but I think she knew that she and I were getting too close. A few years later, low and behold she found another man and got married again,soon after she had another child and yes it was a girl. Mark started drinking and. I smile to myself at the sweet little gestures still shared between them. I take a steadying breath as we step into the lift, your strong hand still wrapped around mine. I can feel my nerves beginning to build as you lightly squeeze my hand, reassuring me. We start the ascent in silence, my nerves still building, my feelings for you stronger than ever. I build up the courage to turn and face you, kissing you hard while my hand comes to rest on your chest, slowly wandering down. As the lift.