Maine jaan kar gold class li kyunki vo sofa set hoti hai yay u kahu ki mini bed and blanket b milta haiPayal ek baar ko surprise ho gayi seats dekh ka... par kuch boli nahi. Maine pop-corn aur clod drink le li and ab hum seat par thhey . Pop-corn khattey kahhatey hamara hands touch ho rahe thhey. Maine sirf ek hi glass cold drink li thi uske liye and usne mujhe cold drink offer kari toh maine pucha ki jhuthi ho jayyegi , vo boli “ koi baat nahi ji”. Ab tak movie start ho chuki thi and kuch hot. I never know what to expect when his manhood stands tall. If he says nothing that means to get started on his balls. Sometimes he 'forgets' to wash. Jamie wants to remind me where I came from. This is one of those days. It hurts when he brings up the past. He has consumed too much brandy and I am scared. Why can't I meet a speed freak or even a girl that doesn't get loaded every fuckin' night of the week? I just want someone to hold me and say nice things. Perhaps tell me I am pretty or smart. About saying those things about your club. If I’d known, I would never have…“ I let my words trail off, biting my lip, as I look at him apologetically. "Don’t worry about it. It’s refreshing to hear an honest opinion.” From what I can tell he’s telling the truth, his eyes twinkling with mirth. I’m a bit uncomfortable in my homely clothes, sitting next to this debonair man in this elegant room. When the waitress arrives with our drinks I swallow almost half in one gulp, the bitter-sweet taste. She knew it wouldn't be just amagic injection and then done, she had been told in no uncertain termsthat there would be time and retraining and therapy even if it workedperfectly, but what she knew and what she wanted were two totallydifferent things, and she just wanted this all to be over, she justwanted out, the same emotion she'd sporadically felt for years.But she also knew that there was no use in complaining, that there was noone to be mad at for her disease, that nothing with a mind had.