I hope you’ll understand.”“Of course! I wouldn’t want you to tell anyone what we did together! Or even that we had done it!”Of course, I tal...ed to my mom and Jocelyn about everything, which presented an issue. I needed SOMEONE to talk to about stuff, and it wasn’t as if I was bragging to a guy, or talking to someone who would spill the beans, as it were. That said, Katy had requested privacy, and I owed it to her. I wasn’t quite sure how to balance the competing needs; it was something I’d have. On most occasions either mum or dad were present to meet them etc and it was during one of thee visits that I caught one of the men having a sneaky look at me as I was in my room.A couple of them were working on the problem and I was doing some homework in my bedroom at the time.One of them must have asked if they could use the upstairs loo and had been told it was OK. My bedroom was opposite the upstairs bathroom and I had left my bedroom door slightly open as I lay on my bed doing some. He said that because of my and Mary's hormone use thattime was a real issue that he felt that with proper hormones ect.That Mary should be 100% functional. Then he turned to me andsaid that with the sex organ transplant there could be a 80%chance that I could become pregnant, My mouth was wide open whenMary took her finger and gently pushed it closed smiling she saidhow soon. The doctor then said he had a cancellation so next weekis open, I looked at Mary and she winked at me so I said put. “You’re going to have to really trust me here, aren’t you, Lilly? You stay perfectly still, you answer my questions, you don’t scream out, and I don’t push any harder than this. Got it?” She was afraid to nod, too petrified to make any movement. He dragged the tip of the knife across her skin slightly and laughed down at her. She felt an extreme fight-or-flight response, but had to fight both and try staying still. Her already exhausted mind was going haywire. Her legs trembled. “Speak.