I dismiss it again and continue tending the plant. Then I see it a small pod about to open then it happens it slowly opens before me it is beautiful....I bend over to smell it and what a smell it has for such a small. A smell that wants you to breathe deeper with each breath. I got light headed and fell down to my knees but I couldn’t stop smelling the then the strangest thing happened the vines seamed to reach out and wrap themselves around my arms lifting me up to my feet. I stumble around. She said, “My husband is in Chennai and I live with my baby of 8 months.” I thought it must be tough for her. I said,” Why don’t we celebrate your birthday together?”She said, “Why would you do that?” I said because “You look prettier when you are smiling. I want to make you smile.” She asked, “what can you do to make me smile?” I said ” Anything”.We exchanged numbers and that evening I took her to a bar cum restaurant in the city. Things happened so fast that I doubted my steps. I had no idea. Then they asked me to move around, and I started to feel like a model on a catwalk, walking and turning to yet more chatter about the dress itself, I almost lost awareness of where I was. Then they asked me to bend at the knees so they could see how the material rode on my hips and buttocks, then lean forward at the waist to see how it held and firmed my breasts, and I did all those things totally unaware of exactly how much of myself I was showing, totally unconcerned at their references to my. By the time it’s a good time for you, it might not be a good time for me.”“Yeah, I understand that, too.”“So are you with me in this or not?” she asked. “Because if you’re not, tell me and I’ll be on my way, because it’s over between us here and now.”“I am with you one hundred percent. Those plans we discussed? They’re gone. Out the window. I did want to father your child. I was sincere about finding fertility clinics for you, when the time was right. It looks like the time is now. I am worried.