But at the same time, my mind was telling me no. I pulled alway from and said 'This is wrong. We cant do this'. He said he understood, and we returned...to the other room, to our respective partners. But all the while I kept thinking about him, what it would feel like to have him inside me!Later that night, we went to bed... But I couldnt sleep. Still having naughty thoughts, knowing that the cock of my dreams was just a few feet away in the next room.I went into to living room and sat myself. The only time I'd ever been suspended from school was after a strong disagreement during R.I ... For every reason that the teacher said proved God's existence, i.e. nature, I came up with a disaster or something similar, i.e. nature. The teacher then made me laugh when he used the old favourite 'God moves in mysterious ways' which I said was just a cop out because he couldn't refute my argument. Apparently I said it far too strongly and it earned me an extra few days holiday.In church, the man. All around trees, birds chirping and nobody was there near that place except we two. Then suddenly some monkeys came wanted to snatch Saina’s bag which she was carrying she kept birthday cards in that to give to me. We moved from that place, she was thirsty i gave her some water which i was carrying. Then i took her down the stairs in plush trees and greenery. I was holding her hand and guiding her to the way. Then we sat on side stairs and near a tree where nobody can look us. She wished me. Next time it was she who called me for dinner and we met in the same restaurant and had few extra drinks which made her feel tipsy and then I accompanied her to drop her but in the mean time her mom locked the door and Sweety was sacred so we had a idea where I can book a room for her in a hotel to sleep which she rejected but later said we both can stay so I book a room in a 3 star hotel.We checked in started watching a movie resting on bed as there was a mini bar in the room we again started.