So I asked Neha can you let me know what the weakness is and help me coming out of it. And she told me that for that you need to become open and not b... shy to me, and you wont hide anything from me. I said I will try as I never been too frank with a lady who is older then me.Every day she tell me to change this and that. One day out of the box she asked me do I have a girl friend. Firstly I hesitate to tell her, she told me that hey alok if you have any tell and I told you before don’t hide. As she set down on the steps, I asked if she thought I wanted to listen to country and not something she would prefer."Not really. I like most all music but my first love is country." Well, coming from Amarillo, that would make sense." Her reply startled me."It wasn't just that. It was the first kind of music that I ever heard after getting away from Father. He didn't allow any music in the house other than hymns. He called all other kinds 'devil's invitation to debauchery'. The first song I. You would have to look real close to figure out that I was a guy.At the bank, nobody seemed to care about my transformation. I just wentabout my job. Julie thought I looked cute. Plus, she liked that I wasbecoming more submissive.On Friday night, Maxine, Amanda, and I were planning a girl's night in.This involved renting some chick flicks, doing each other's nails, eatingsome pizza etc. Sort of like a pajama party.But Amanda canceled because her boyfriend asked her out. Then, Maxinebailed. All I had to do was wait until the dark spot hit the glove and then I could spin and tag the runner, completing the universal perfect pickoff play. The dark spot quickly blacked out the sunlight and I closed my glove and began to swing it toward the runner desperately diving back toward the base. Unfortunately I moved a split second too soon and instead of hearing the satisfying thump of the ball in my glove I hear an odd, ‘Whoosh,’ and then a disheartening, ‘Thwock,’ as a swirling star field.