I also have to admit that I do givein to my feminine side- at least to the degree I can in public. I've letmy hair grow and it was down passed my shou...ders. As an accommodation tothe store's policies however I kept it neatly tucked in a man styleponytail. My appearance was otherwise male except for a fewindulgences. I keep my whole body clean shaven- I just detest the hairylook on arms and legs. While I didn't want to raise questions, I do keepmy eyebrows neatly trimmed. My physique has always. I asked Val if she’d be ok on her own and she’d said she’d be ok.Leaving early the next morning I started the 3 day drive to the other mine leaving Val asleep. It was a slow hard journey the roads were poor to nonexistent and the heat was at times unbearable, but we made it in one piece. On arrival I phoned Val but got no answer, I was a little worried and tried again; this time the phone was answered by Amo the house boy who said Val had gone into town with Eddy to pick up some shopping.The. From the age of 12 I would have the family house to myself after school until around 6pm. I often walked home aware that my panties were a little wet and sticky, and my mind was full of dark yet exciting thoughts. I’d let myself explore my thoughts, looking for the images which sent a shock of adrenaline through my body and made my nipples stiffen, keeping pussy still swollen and turned on. As I walked the 20 minutes home I would look at the adult men I passed and my thoughts would get carried. Reaching my feet shemethodically secured me at the ankles, knees and upper thighs. Shegrabbed two pair of nylon panties from the dresser, stuffed them into mymouth and secured them in place with another nylon. As a finishingtouch, she wrapped a scarf over my eyes leaving me blind and stuffed anearplug into each of my ears. Satisfied she walked out of the roomleaving me bound and gagged on the hard wooden floor. "I won't lose you again even if I have to beat you to within a half inchof your.