I noticed that I had been holding my breath and I slowly and carefully breathed out before answering with my anger gone again."No, she was the nicest,...kindest person you could imagine."I was shaking when I returned to the kitchen. Suddenly the coffee tasted bitter to my mouth and I had lost my appetite at least for the jam on the tasteless bread, but I still forced them down. When I looked into the living room a bit later, it seemed that they were all sleeping. I returned to my cushions and. There on my knees, blindfold with my palms together i prayed to Her, I prayed with all my heart and soul. I prayed to Her, wanting to show my devotion to Her. Prayers of thanks and praise, prayers to Her cruelty and beauty."Enough bitch, now crawl over to the wall, face to the wall and stay there while we watch TV".Kneeling there my ears strained to hear Goddess and Sir talking above the TV sound. I could hear them kissing !"Mmmmm, play with my tits, Mmmmmm" "I could give you another blow/hand. "I'm just going to go behind the tent. I've got no intention of getting wet again and I want you to keep my sleeping bag warm for me." Mom unwrapped her sleeping bag from round herself, pushed it to me and began to crawl out of the tent.I was shocked to see that she was just dressed in a tee-shirt and a pair of white cotton panties as I had thought that she would have either another pair of shorts or a pair of jeans on. My mouth instantly went dry and I feasted my eyes on the sight of her bum. I went to fresh-up, as I came and look she was in the kitchen preparing food I went there and helped her with the chores, she was open minded and straight forward, she used to make lots of fun and made me laugh. Then she asked me “so, is this your first time? Being with someone physically?” I sad “yes, as my stories are just the stories.” Then she asked me”how do I look?” I said, “beautiful, exceptional,” she said “yeah! Do I?” and came close to me, our face was just an inch away, I was.