That night in bed, Paula was all over me. She gave me everything a man could ever ask from a wife and would have continued, if I had been able. Afterw...rds, she put her head on my shoulder and proclaimed her unending love as she clung to me tightly. This thing had her concerned that she might lose me. I could see that much quit clearly.The next afternoon, just after I got home, there was a knock on the front door. My older daughter, Chris, answered it and called for me. It turned out to be a. There were limits then, but it sounds like the graduation party isn’t going to have any.”“Are we going?” Stephie asked nervously.“I said no, but if you want to, I could call her and change my answer.”“Hell no! I mean, if you want to, I suppose I could go, but you know I don’t want to do it with nobody but you at this point. Heck, I turned down Kurt!”“Yes you did, Peaches. I told Tracey that we wouldn’t come for a couple of reasons - that’s not me anymore and because of you.”“Not you? What about. After that I went to the drawing room, and called, “Anju didi! Paani laana!”.After 1 min, I saw Anju in all her sexiness, half of her boobs exposed, her pallu not able to cover her boobs that wanted to get out of her blouse, and her navel fully exposed and her waist out in the open for me to enjoy… She then said,”bhaiya, yeh leejiye”.Then I took the glass of water and drank it in one gulp while looking at her and maintaining eye contact. She then said,”Bhaiya, maine aapki saari baat suni phone. Or any other day.After a few more minutes of panic I sat down on the floor again. My knees protested, but the calm I felt from the familiar position was worth it. Even without the breathing ritual I felt calmer. I enumerated the options. I could do the geometry problems, and leave others until tomorrow. If any others were in fact due tomorrow, I would have to take my punishment from the teachers and try to do better in the future. I vaguely recalled that I have done similar things in the past..