I knew I’d get fucked, it was the one thing I could count on here.I started the water as hot as I could stand it. I slipped in to the tub, enjoying ...he water creeping over my body as it filled the tub. I let the heat of the water relax my body. Once it was deep enough, I slid under the water, wishing I’d wake up in my old boring life. I had just ended a bad 5 year relationship. I hated being alone, but was determined not to get into another relationship for sex. I felt I deserved more. My ex. The evenings at home had given Dexter ample proof that his kids were totally indifferent to his presence in the house. All attempts at communicating with them had fallen flat. At most, they asked about food. He didn’t need their help in feeling like a non-entity.Mark said, “Do you mind if I go out on a limb here?”“What?”Mark said, “It’s not my place to say anything, but I fear that you are exhibiting a lot of the classic symptoms of depression.”“Bullshit,” Dexter said.Mark had expected that. She came back with a tray of drinks and it was now very obvious that she was flirting with all of us. She said she would be at our porch till we had done our job. Then and there my cuckold fantasies exploded in my mind. My dick nearly exploded with the thought of Lisa having sex with Tony and Roy. So it took me a huge effort to focus on the end of the report. But we managed to finish. I excused myself and went to my bedroom to put on my Bermuda short’s and a fresh T shirt. When I came back. I stood there watching as Mary and Judy seemed to slow down, they were resting as I was going wild wanting to keep this feeling going. I knew it would be only a matter of time before I gave my self away. I did not want them or anyone to know what I was doing to myself and how I made my body feel so wonderful. When I felt myself start to come back down to earth for the fourth or fifth time I made myself pull my fingers and hand from my crouchI let go of the curtain and buttoned my skirt back up..