“I’m going to win NEXT time!”“Stow it, Lieutenant!” Karl barked, but all the guys were laughing.“Hey, what happened to Clayton?” Dale as...ed. “He usually plays with us.”“Did you see that blonde draped all over him just before the costume contest?” Jon asked. “Would YOU play poker with us or ‘poke her’ with her?”The guys all laughed. I realized that I hadn’t seen Charlie or Clayton since right after the contest. I hoped Sofia hadn’t planned on using her room with Stavros, but she rarely did that,. What I found was something the challenge and brought up feelings about how I wanted to be perceived.* * * Last night, I would like to share a dream I had? By day and in public, I am male. In cyberspace, my feminine side can come out. In my dream, one question was "What type of picture would I give for others to remember me? Well, the picture I saw was that of a young woman dressed in a white ballerina outfit and white tights. My head is tilted to the right in a soft pose. I have a silk. Me and Akhil were stroking our cocks watching them jump like that. He then asked them to stop and shake their boobs left and right and play with them. While they were playing with their boobs me and Akhil were spanking their asses from behind.Akhil then asked my masi and sister to sit on their knees facing each other and me and my mom to do the same as well. We followed his orders, he then asked us to spit on each other’s faces one by one and don’t stop until he says so. My masi and sister were. Just gone. He left me a note. "Sylvia, I had to go. You scare me. I think you are crazy."I was so pissed. No boy, none not ever, had done me this way. I was the one who was supposed to be running this thing, making Donnie do what I wanted him to do. If I get to the point in sex where I get my fucking diaphragm up me, I'm ready for sex, I really am. I had been teasing him for two hours, but I was also teasing myself. I guess it's strange to be all cock-hungry, but at that point in the afternoon,.