It showed everything men would do to other men. Sucking, fucking, pissing on each other, drinking piss and all that stuff.There was a park about 2 blo...ks from where we lived and a lot of softball was played there. The bathroom in the park was just right for me. It had only 1 toilet and 1 long urinal. I would go in and sit down on the toilet and wait for someone to come in. When they would come in and take a piss, I was right there staring at their cocks. Once in a while some guy would get a. Finally, Kate and Renee whittled the choices down to three: a skintight backless beaded dress from Calvin Kline; a smoky grey, translucent silk dress by Vera Wang, which included a sheer grey wrap; and a shimmering gold Moschino dress that hugged Kate's hips and had a plunging neckline."They're all so beautiful," Kate said. "How should I decide?"She made a show of pondering the question, but I knew her well enough by now to realize she was up to something. She got an ingenious look on her face. It was obviously something she needed what I couldn't adequatelyprovide anymore. My mind was frozen by the affects of the blue pill andthe uninhibited desire to submit to my needs. In a flash of clarity Irealized why she really wanted me to take the blue pill before we leftthe night club. I t was to get me involved with Brad so that it wouldease her conscience and make me a hypocrite if I complained about whatshe was planning to do with Bob. I turned back around and saw Bradsmiling at me with a. I dared not tell Mom what we were up to because I knew she would think we were abandoning her. I was sure that’s how she would feel. And ... who would she have then? Naomi and I knew this was probably a wasted effort. She could no more leave my mother alone than I could. But ... could we co-exist? In the end, I knew we had to discuss the future with her and get her views, even if we pretty much knew how that conversation would go.I’ll give my mother credit for being prescient. She must have.