I could not bring myself to do it.I contemplated calling in sick. But then what happens tomorrow? Will Ido this whole thing again tonight. Is this ...y life now, wrestling withperverse urges then masturbating myself to exhaustion? I felt as if Ineeded to break this cycle. And if I was strong enough to fight it,maybe I could just surrender and carry the consequences?I went to the dresser and opened the makeup box. I found a magazinewith the article "The perfect look for the office girl" -. I wondered if one of the girls had returned with the guy who had the large front bedroom, so at about 1am I went into my lounge, leaving the light off. I looked out over the rood, being careful I couldn’t be seen. The light was on in his bedroom and I could see that he had someone sat on the bed with him, but I couldn’t make out what they looked like. I went to my backroom and got the small pair of binoculars. I was able to sit near to the window and look into the room. It was a woman he was. What you have gone through. Suffice it to say that the evil which has been done to you can be stopped." I..." she began to object, but she could not muster the strength when faced with the piercing, yet still kindly, gaze of the shopkeeper."No, my dear, do not object. Evil of this residue leaves psychic... marks," the shopkeeper said, choosing his words carefully. He carefully watched the girl's reaction to the word "mark." A quick glance downward to her arm was enough to confirm what he had. In one sense, I find it sad, in another sense, I totally understand knowing you have a soulmate and not being able to do a thing about it.”“You and Jocelyn?”“Yes.”“But you agree with Clarissa.”I nodded, “So I’m confused. What else is new?”Doctor Hart laughed, “I think we can safely go to once a week for our meetings. I’ll see you on Tuesdays, if that’s OK.”“It is.”“You have my home number and my pager number. Use them if you need me.”“I will. Thanks.”We shook hands and I left his office and.