It just feels dark allthe time. You wake up it's dark. You don't get out of bed becauseit's too dark. You don't eat because it's too dark, and beca...se youhaven't be out of the house in a week because it's too dark so there isno food. You sleep, think about how dark the world is, and then sleepsome more. I lost a third of my body weight in six weeks and the onlyreason I'm still alive is because of Emily. She used to visit, forcingme to engage, continuing to practice. Often it was just her. ”They walked inside where the recruiter negotiated with Iraj, the tender Farzin’s dad. They reached an agreement on a down payment and meager monthly stipend. The old man was pleased. His wife was silent and not present as she had no say in Iraj’s mind. He and his family needed the money and it would mean security & education for Farzin.The prominent businessman loaded up the new boi. They headed back to the city.Nek fell asleep on the ride. The teen was tired from a long night of dancing for a. Helping Ellen to her feet, I then told her to give the boy his tip. Looking at me, she almost said no. Then, with a mischievous twinkle, she calmly turned to the waiter, and pulled open the entire top of her dress. Exposing her lovely breasts to him, she moved her hands under them for unneeded support. She then pinched her nipples until they were the 3⁄4 inch hard little berry's I love to suck. Then, calmly, she covered herself up and said thanks for a wonderful meal.As we left, we turned. ’ I laid the ring on the table. My mother and Kate almost gasped when they saw it. Kate reached over and put her hand on my arm. ‘John, I’m so sorry. I didn’t know you were that serious. I wanted to write and tell you. They’ve been hooking up for about three months. I just didn’t know what to say. Then, when you got injured, I was afraid to say anything until you were recovered. My parents told me to stay out of it, but the way Paige was acting made me so mad.’ ‘People keep saying ‘injured’.