I turned around and there they were, those dark brown, smoldering bedroom eyes of his. ‘ Just picking up something for Gary’s birthday.’ I repli...d. I turned back around to sign the credit card receipt and Mike’s hand began caressing my ass, sliding his fingers over the crotch of my jeans. Involuntarily my hips wiggled and I let out a soft moan. The store clerk gave me a curious look and I heard Mike snicker behind me. I knew I had to get out of there fast as I had very little willpower when it. Alex sensed my hesitation and stopped kissing me and pulled back to lookat me."What's up?" she scanned my face for an answer. "James, talk to meplease." Real anxiety now crept into her voice. "Tell me, am I going toofast? Is that it? Please tell me." Alex, it's me, not you," I said."Oh, for fucks sake not that old line, now it's 'I really want to befriends' and you disappear again, is that it?" She was working herself upnow.She dropped her hands, spun around and walked off a few steps.. I'd be too ashamed to even bring it up. And all my girl friends just talk about how great the sex is for them. How can I tell them I don't know what great sex really feels like. I mean, they talk about seeing stars, and moons, and having earthquakes. One of my friends says she keeps ripping the pillow apart with her teeth to keep from screaming and waking up the kids and her neighbors. How can I tell her I have no idea what she's screaming about?" Duncan, I know you only met me when we moved. .. I mean for me, too," was all Icould manage at the moment. I felt silly, not being able to find wordsthat were appropriate. I guess I really was thrown for a loop! I onlyhoped that my smile communicated something more and made up for my lackof being articulate."Will you be back tomorrow?" Cindy asked"Sure. Do you need some help with the kids?" I always need help with the kids," Cindy stated matter of factly."What time?" Around two would be fine," she told me coyly."Okaaay," I said hesitantly,.