You get out of bed, wearing just your skin tight white boxer-briefs and look in the mirror, looking your self over, you smile thinking, "not to bad fo... a 35 year old. " You stand 6'4'' tall, and weight 255 lbs. Your body is very firm and budging from the years you have spent in the gym, training for your career as a MMA fighter. Your hairless upper body is tan and smooth, you notice that your 8 pack is showing more and more each day from your diet, you often wonder if you should come back out. That was the night I persuaded her my mouthon her clitoris was anything but disgusting.Masturbation and toys weren't unusual, too, and at first I couldn'tunderstand how she could be so sexual without having sex. Perhaps it wasthe liberation of being as lustful and naughty as she could be, withinthe bounds of our marriage.It began as something of a joke between us - every time we startedgetting horny, Becky would say "Make me proud honey", and I'd be moreturned on than ever. I guess it's a sort. She handed him her driver's license and Tony began fussing. "I need to feed him," she said apologetically."By all means, don't let me stop you," said one of the most important and powerful men at Ft. Riley, Kansas.She had chosen this particular papoose rig because she didn't have to take Tony out of it to nurse him. She simply leaned forward, to get a little room to work, and unbuttoned her blouse. A flip on the cap of her nursing bra exposed a nipple and when she leaned back, Anthony latched. People come and go, fortunes rise and fall, but you’ll always have your vocation, and your passion for it. You don’t care if you become famous or wealthy (though you have plenty of moments, usually involving a little alcohol, daydreaming about that kind of thing).Famous or not, you still feel the thrill when you close yourself away and slip, sidewise and silently, into that secret world, the new reality that you invent and describe. It’s part you and part something else, something ineffable..