Despite allthis, you still love me. If I chose to live as a woman full time youwould still love me, the girl. You love it when I dress like a girl an...we hang out. You love sex with me when I am all dolled up, I know itturns you on. Why? Because you are attracted to women and men. You lovethe woman in me," I explained standing up and taking her hand."But that doesn't mean I want another woman to cheat on you with. Aren'tyou afraid I will just replace you?" she said earnestly."Honey you are. This gave Lou a new and exciting outlook. It thrilled him to think a woman could want him as much as his own excitement drove him. He'd never before considered the possibility of a woman being driven. He'd never before considered the woman beneath him at all. If Mary was actually discovering her sexuality for the first time, he was making discoveries of his own.Mary did not open her eyes when she first felt Lou move beside her. She lay quietly next to him, breathing in the scent of their. Then I did the math on that. Did she really mean just me? “Do you mean just me?” I asked. “Bingo,” Pam replied just before she kissed me on the cheek once again. Then we drove around a little more. Then I really wasn’t too nervous anymore. I think that might have been just the trick. So after about another 20 minutes, we made it back to my house. “Well, I think you did good. Not great, but good. I’m going to recommend that we go out at least one more time. When would be a good time?” Pam asked.. I picked John's cup up and gave it to the hostesses, telling them to tell us when they were buckled in.When I got back in the right seat, I told John what I was thinking. While I searched for the inversion under the jet stream, John called to change our flight plan. We began lowering our altitude and John announced over the intercom, "Folks, we are approaching some severe turbulence and it would be a good idea to buckle up tight and hold on to whatever you may be drinking. Please remain seated.