Mark lifted her off the counter and half carried her into the bedroom."What the fuck are you doing?" I asked Mark."Ray, I'm almost finished. Don't go ...nd blow it all now and try to play the macho role. It's a little too late for that. You can either come in and watch or just sit here and wait. I won't be that long."I poured myself a drink and just sat on the couch and sulked, wondering how I could be such a wimp. I wanted to do something about it but Mark was right. It was too late now. After. Sara’s Grampa and Grama were there, along with an assortment of aunts, uncles and cousins. There was also one other guest who stood out among the Taylor crowd. He was a tall, muscular back man named Daryl. Sara’s father explained that Daryl was new in his office and he had invited him over to meet the family. He was welcomed by all, and as cake and ice cream vanished from plates, soon wine, vodka and rum were brought out for the adults and the kids were encouraged to play in the yard or watch a. It becomes a desire, something you really want to happen. When you start to take steps to actually achieve that desire, it becomes a plan, and when you do it behind your husband's back, in his eyes, it becomes a betrayal."Cathy was shocked at the word betrayal. She thought Barbara came over to make her feel better, she was sure doing a lousy job of it so far."Betrayal!" Cathy's voice indicative of her surprise. "I would never betray Jim. I wasn't talking about cheating on him. He could have sex. With age, shefaded, and eventually went away all together.By the time I entered elementary school I was playing with worms anddoing all the crazy things a boy of my age would do, including avoidinggirls. I must say at this point that I was a rough and tumble kid too. My friends and I would wrestle, we would jump off the slide in theplayground instead of sliding down it, and would spin on the merry-go-round as fast as we could until it flung us off into a bush, a friend,or even a tree. All of.