“Nope, we just broke up, she cheated on me.” he replied. “I am so sorry!” I said, holding his hand. “Let me know if I can do anything to hel... you forget her”, I didn’t know why I said that, he could have misunderstand it, “I mean you can share your feelings and I will listen, which might help you recover” I clarified. “I am not a feeling guy, I am more physical” Joe replied, with a grin in his face. I raised my eye brows and said “Hmmm”, “Just kidding, Emma!” he laughed. We arrived at Joe’s. The more I looked, the clearer it became that my search was pretty futile. Everything that I found was innocuous, and didn’t hint at anything out of the ordinary or illegal.Still, the longer I searched, the more something was digging at my subconscious. As I skimmed paper after paper I felt like I was missing something obvious.Standing up, I backed up close to the door, and just focused. It was the same feeling like when you see an actor in a movie, and you know you’ve seen them before, but. He had pale blue eyes looking back at me. I wondered how I got involved in all this and what was going to happen next. How was I going to handle four kids and a housekeeper?Then I realized that I had decided that I would let Mary bring her nephews to the ranch. I didn't know what had happened. I had gone to sleep still undecided, but somehow when I woke up I had made up my mind. I needed to let Mary and the girls know. When I got out of the room, I saw Linda and Shannon standing around looking. “Have a seat…uh…please,” the “babe” died on his lips when he saw the look on Karen’s face. “I’ll be right with you.” Karen looked around the room. The guy took a seat at a small, cheap motel type table. Across from him was a well endowed young woman in cut off jeans and a tube top. Karen thought she had a natural beauty, but it was partially buried by some really bad make up. The man said, “Now Susan, you go on in the next room,.