In middle I said that I can give you good massage dear so that your pains will gone. Very next message from her that “Tomorrow at 3 we are meeting�.... I was happy(thinking that time has come to drink her milk) and asked place.Next day I was waiting at that place and she come to me and got on bike and asked me to start the bike. I started my bike and she guided me.We went to one area where hardly you can see people near that place. Seeing that even my feeling got raised. We moved to one house and. But I kept doing it. After she moved out and took all herstuff I stopped. I still had the urges but never did it again. Not surehow I was able to stop but I did. So anyway that's why I'm telling you.Maybe it's a hereditary thing and I pased it on to you. Probably not butwho knows."Paul sat there not believing what he was hearing but it did help him torelax a little. But it was so weird listening to his dad tell him that hehas or at least had the same urges as he does. And that he was. " That sounds like you better start on that right away then," I agreed. "Let me know if you need any help with anything. Just know you have options and I'll make sure you don't have to worry about the financial end of things."They both gave me hugs and told me they would see me Wednesday and wished me luck in New York. I watched as they drudged down the tunnel and turned the corner without looking back. That really stunk and knowing Casey, she would want to be self sufficient and do it on her. ’ So what?’, said Masi.’Should he not provide you food as well as per sacred vows? ‘.’ I will tell you what is cheating, if you are dreaming of someone else while having sex with your husband, that’s cheating, or if you are having affair while your husband still loves you that’s cheating. This is just to fulfill your thirst of sex, this is not cheating’. I realised masi had a point and even my mom had stopped weeping and was listening to her. Mom looked up and kissed Masi’s cheeks and said ‘I.