This seemed to be happening so fast and I wasn't really sure how to handle it. As I said I had never thought about sucking a cock so I wasn't really s...re of a technique. You would think it would be a natural instinct but it wasn't for me. I just started sucking like a vacuum cleaner moving his cock in and out of my mouth. I did make sure to open my mouth up as wide as I could so that he wouldn't get any teeth. Although I was thinking my god I am not gay but here I was with a cock in my mouth. I. I threw my arms out and spun around in the darkness.Someone drove by in a big old F-250 and flashed their lights as theypassed me, as if to say "are you alright?" I waved them on, though Icouldn't see into the cabin to tell how they reacted. I followed the redtail lights fading into the distance, wiggling my toes to dig through thesnow and get to the soil. Soon the truck turned a corner, and my toeswere scratching at permafrost.It wasn't enough. I was still protected by the confines of the. ." So is that a yes?" I asked."No ... I mean ... well, I hadn't really figured it out! At first, I really DID just want to get to know him better ... I think there are a couple girls I know that he'd really like, and they'd like him. But, I also know that if he goes into a relationship with no experience, the girl will have him wrapped around her finger in no time, and so I started thinking that I needed to prepare him so that doesn't happen. Problem is, there's really only one way to 'prepare'. " I headed up the hall.Pete made to follow, but I waved him off. "You won't gain anything by this. There will be times when things need to be public, but this isn't one of them. You all stay upstairs." Pete nodded and backed off; Kate was even more reluctant, but she did, too. I headed on down the stairs.Karen was right where she was supposed to be -- in her kennel, peeking out. That made things clear, from my viewpoint; if she'd just been fooling around, she might have been anywhere.