." No guessing, Steve. You have to be 100% dead certain – one way or the other." Yeah, I would forgive her if she were like Susan and stayed that wa...." Well, I've got good news and bad news, Steve. Susan and I have spent the last four months teaching your Patty how to be obedient without question. She was a very fast learner, I must say. The bad news is that I fucked her, lots of times and in all of her openings. I know I took a risk with our friendship, but when the opportunity presented. It wasn't a total scalp job but it was trimmed back to maybe a hall inch of soft fuzz. In addition there was maybe a half inch hairless ring around her pussy. I had to, I leaned forward and kissed that pussy, the first one I had ever seen in real life. But it wasn't the taste, but the smell, no not that fish store smell of locker room lore. It was sex, it was womanhood, and it was totally overpowering. I had heard of pheromones, maybe it was that but whatever it was went up my nose like a mega. She looked at me and I saw in her looks that she was very moved by all this, she felt very confident and I loved her for that too. I was very happy too, but taking it more low-profile, focused on here and now.So I smiled to her timidly but I felt very comfortable with her, and I wrapped my left arm around her right and got closer to her, laying her on the carpet, sucking on he left nipple slowly at first, then licking it with hard strokes of the tongue, but no biting, and lots of lip-work. The. It all makes me very uncomfortable, and the best way for me to deal with it is to just stay away from it as much as I can. If that puts me in the Ebenezer Scrooge category, then so be it!" I know. You have a right to your feelings and I have no right to try to force you to change them. I wish we could start over, but I don't suppose that's possible now, is it?"He shook his head. "I don't see how. You're always going to see me as fundamentally flawed, and try as you will not to, you'll always be.