"But it has to be after lunch, because you have a dinner tonight."After lunch would mean rushing home after golf and I'd rather smooze a bit at the cl...b. At lot of my old contact were there and face time never hurt. "I don't want to be rushed. Let's make it tomorrow night." Tomorrow!" Ivan and Yann were both outraged.I shrugged. "You don't want to do tonight, I don't want to do this afternoon." You've got a dinner tonight." Ivan actually whined. "You always take Juan to those." He keeps my. "But you've never been fucked," I said, finally figuring it out. Sheblushed and went back to looking at her shaky hands. I waited for herto say more. Any woman would simply gush words at that point. Eithermaking excuses for the fact at her age or claiming to be ready or evenasking for things to move on. Possibly even explaining why it wasn'tgoing to happen."Losing your virginity is a very big step," I said as if I wasspeaking to an 18-year-old girl. "Have you thought of how it's goingto. I wasn't sure just yet what we'd do after this if Ms. Lewis didn't budge, but I knew we'd think of something."Oh, yes, just like that, Piper, lick and suck those nipples right in front of Ms. Lewis. She even pulled up her skirt and let her thong show, so we're making progress. Don't fret, Ms. Lewis, we won't tell anyone, we're bitches, but not mean bitches. Take that thong off; we've already seen your twat, even if Carmen was licking it like a popsicle. Do you still have a bush?"I didn't hear. " For my best student? I might have two minutes." He was laughing. "What is it about?"And so I told him. The program, AGAIN. The Hulk. Getting groped. The locker room incident. Even about the Texas All-State TaeKwonDo team and probably going there tomorrow.All he said was "Yes," "I see," "Oh," and crud like that.Then I told him about how I felt humiliated, not by the stuff in school, but at the fact that I was angry. That I should not be angry. It was a lack of discipline. I was embarrassed to.