She felt tears welling up in her lovely. ‘I mean you…you don’t have to…’ ‘I know I don’t have to,’ Larry said. ‘I’m asking you bec...use I want to marry you. I want you to be my wife.’ He leaned toward her and then they were in each other’s arms. They clung to each other, their faces inches apart, and continued to gaze into each other’s eyes. ‘If…if that’s what you really want…’ Joanne said, ‘…then I want it, too. Yes, Larry, I’ll marry you.’ Larry, his heart banging like a trip-hammer after he. Only insecurity and apprehension lay ahead. My fate was in Ken's hands and that scared the fuck out of me.Upon arrival Ken checked his voice mail and discovered that my husband had called twice while we were out. Ken suggested I call my husband and let him know that all was well. "What am I supposed to tell him?" I was worried since I am not a very good liar, especially to Ray. "Just tell him you went shopping at the mall and grab a bite to eat," was his response as he went upstairs. I called. .that she is slipping from him and he can do nothing::: MatildaSJD:::her breathing finally falls to a normal, shallow pattern for a moment, her fingers moving lightly on his hand:: I love you too….I’m not leaving, Mikal….I’m just going on a much needed vacation….okay? ::attempts a smile, feeling across the bond the soul-deep pain that he’s experiencing, desperate to fix it before she dies:: DragonsKnt:Your timing..is lousy Mrs. DeVey… I.. I know.. ::,lifting her hand to kiss the back of it. By the way, do you think Avery has a bush?" I have no idea, but I want to find out, though. Do you think she'll like mine?" Stop being so nervous, she's your BFF, so she'll at least give you the benefit of the doubt. Stop worrying yourself, and just cherish the moment. Stay in the damn moment, lady. Don't drive yourself nuts and revel in the pleasure, it's not hard, in fact, it's easy, but you have to let yourself do it. Don't fret about what it all means, and just remember, you got to fuck.