I shook my head. I didn't want her anywhere butright there with me.Right then it was my turn to laugh. Melissa smiled and asked what was sofunny. I...told her that life was unfair. Here she was, such a pretty,small boy, and yet she was hung like a moose. Meanwhile... Well when Isaid that word I definitely peaked her curiosity. She pressed for me togo on. I don't know why, but I told her. After nineteen years ofkeeping it to myself I just flat out confessed that I was a virgin with asmall. By the last one at eight in the evening he’d tired enough to slow down a bit and Veera managed to have a tremendous orgasm. Then she fell asleep and he cleaned up the room. That became the pattern. Veera would suck him off and then fuck him every evening when she got home from office and they would do it onweekends too, of course, when her husband was on tours. Veera still continued to do the dog, more frequently. She was getting more sex than she could handle. Sanjay remained only interested. We walk up and I begin to go through the rows. The last book I need is way in the very back of the old library, in a corner. I reach up and start to look through them, running my fingers over each spine, when your fingers run down my spine. I turn and smile at you, happy that you're not too miserable.Before I can even react, you push against me, effectively pushing me against the books. I whisper to you, "Stop it, we're in a public place." You merely spin me around and I push past you to the. I've forgiven you. I want us to be happy together. If you don't want me to see him again, or even mention my past with him, I'll do that for you. Just tell me."It was the last thing I expected to hear, especially with such genuine conviction. But I knew the fantasy would always haunt me after that night, even if it went unspoken. Repressing it would likely make it an obsession that would grow into more frustration and regret, and I'd much rather know Linda's sexual needs and fantasies than.