So you canindulge all your sweet jealous fears to your heart's content. Soyou can enjoy my illicit affairs even when I'm being absolutelyfaithful to ...ou."I didn't know what to say. I couldn't say anything. I noddedmindlessly. It was so bizarre and yet so very real."It is sweet, isn't it? The idea of losing me to someone moreattractive? Because inside that sense of loss, of helplessness,of shame, is a delight you've never previously acknowledged, isn'tthere? You've jerked off to it, but. This got me so hard before he takes the full length.Joy can see how much pleasure her husband is giving me so she allows me to return. She makes me lay on my back. Now i have Brian one side Joy the other. But this time they are the other way up. I now have a husband and wife sucking my cock and licking my balls and ass.This way i can finally take Brian in my mouth. We stay like this for a while before Joy stands up. She takes a condom out of her bag then expertly using only her mouth puts it. A girl friend of mine had also shown me pictures of a penis in a library book. I remember we both were giggling about what it looked like when it was soft, just kind of hanging there.After class on the particular day, Jenny (the other girl in Drivers Training) and I walked home from Drivers Training, which was only about 6 blocks from where we lived. I told her about seeing his penis looking real big in his pants while I was driving. She looked at me and said, “you know you don’t have a bra. So when Jo pushed the door open one afternoon, I was sitting on the sofa at one end with my banjo and Key was at the other with her oboe."Gitcha flute, white girl," Key laughed."We've reached a conclusion, Johanna," I said."Oh?" Her eyebrow arched. I'd seen the same expression on her mom."If you think that flute and banjo is incongruous, you oughtta consider banjo and oboe." An' I was gonna get 'im to wear blackface..." Key giggled. She caught Jo's expression. "Yeah, I can say that. I'm a black.