I miss the mark regularly. It’s just that I’m not sure you and I agree on what the mark is.”“Yes, we do. It’s union with God in love. You be...ieve that,” she dropped my hand and placed her palm gently on my chest, “here. But not,” she touched my forehead, “here. I’ll pray for you every single day.”I nodded, “You are going to make a wonderful nun.”She smiled, dropped my other hand, and we left my study to join everyone else in the back yard.September 8, 1992, Chicago, Illinois“Son, do you have a. "Two men grabbed me from behind, pulled me back to a chair and tied my hands to the rungs behind me. The thin man in the tightly curled wig examined my rifle and then set it aside. He withdrew my bayonet and looked at it and then handed it to one of his men. "Looks like blood," he said and the man nodded and handed it back. He put it on the table between us."One of my patrols is just in. They found three of our men up the road, two hours' ride, dead; one with a shotgun blast, one with what. You have made me so hot I can’t control myself.”“If you feel like you need to expose yourself, I can arrange for you to do it safely. If I catch you doing it when you don’t have your bodyguard or me there to protect you, I will be seriously pissed. This was not the time or place to behave like that. You have one last chance. If you do anything before we are in our room, we will turn around, and you will have to wait two weeks before I will try again. If you behave, I will treat you like the. I didn't have to fake the embarrassed flush that spotted my cheeks."Look at me," commanded the Count.I hastily looked up, swallowed visibly, and hunched my shoulderssubmissively. The only thing lacking for a complete submissive posture was myrolling over on my back and exposing my throat."You are despicable. To think you were allowed pretensions of family is theworse abomination in the entire histories of the families. Darna will rue theday they let you be borne. Now lick that piss up you.