Once she left I started looking through the yellow pages for gay clubs in the area and that night called a place locally. I spoke with the bartender w...o was really nice. I told him I wanted to hook up with someone and he said I should just come over and I'd definitely be able to score. I explained how closeted I was and how I couldn’t risk the possibility of running into someone from work and asked if he might know someone that would be interested in coming over to my place. He told me to hang. I couldn't tell who was blowing cum down my throat since i had two dicks in my mouth i felt the black man stiffen up i knew he was about to blow. One of the white guy's dick started going limp and I knew he was the one who blew his load down my throat wasn't long until the Mexican was shooting his cum all in my face and hair. When I felt that black dick start blowing his nut it gushed in me and poured out of me after he took it out all i could think about was two more dicks to go. When the. I was a stupid fucking fool.Mary screamed and yelled and cried. It was the lowest point in my life. I really considered taking my own life. I really loved Mary. I just did something really, really stupid. Because Mary was a compassionate caring woman she kept me. I don't know if she did it because she loved me or for the kids sake. To this day I really don't know for sure. All I knew is that I hurt her deeply. So deeply that life between us was never the same after that. This might be hard for. But upon entering the staid atmosphere within the closed box I can picture nothing else besides the naughty things we would do if trapped within it. The way the repairmen might find us, all in disarray and smelling of sex...Eventually I reach my destination 4 floors up. Pausing at the heavy wooden door, I collect my senses and bring a pale fist up to knock. I can hear you moving around on the other side of the walls. I tilt my head to the side in contemplation and consider what it was that.