One mind was saying yes and other was saying no. I was in a big fix. My body wants him but mind was stopping me but within the confusion the demand of...my body overcome my mind and I spoke are you satisfied now completely? He said, No Mam. I still want something more. Please don’t mind but I also want to suck your. (He was quite after that and I was poking him) and said your pussy and butts.I said please do fast what ever you want to do since I have promised you for today so I will not stop you. I didn’t feel funny with it in and I recognized the bag as just being a mixture of water and sugar. I carefully pulled off the tape holding the tube in place and gently removed the needle. I pulled on my shirt, noticing the blood for the first time.I don’t know about anyone else, but I can’t remember the last time I walked around thinking about who I was. I was wondering whose blood it was on my shirt when it suddenly struck me that I didn’t know that. I didn’t know who I was. I couldn’t. She is the reason why I can't have a girlfriend. She's the only one for me, and I can't lie to myself by attempting to date someone else. She is my everything, and I came here to tell her that, and I am here now, hoping that she feels the same way about me."Time stopped when Caleb, still on his knees from the time he was checking on me, looked over at me for validation or for denial. I honestly didn't know how I felt. I just knew that I felt something special for both guys. Caleb was and still. I'll use our small strapon then work up to the Bam strapon. After that I'll open up the floor for who ever is next. After they all get their turn you will then assume your position on the floor in front of then and jack off into your face. We'll play it by ear after that. Now go shower.I head out of the house for our local watering hole and order my usual. The bartender asks me if my wife kicked me out of the house tonight. I tell him yeah kind of, she has some friends coming over. He says one.