"Then I saw Dr Chang walk to my bedroom, too."Janis, what's going on? Am I sick, injured? Why am I strapped down?"Janis leaned into me and spoke calml..., "David, you ingested a lot of thehormones that Kari was taking when you drank her breast milk and youhave had a very bad reaction to them. I know this is hard to understand,but please stay with me and listen to what I have to say. First, thegood news: You not in danger of dying. You don't have cancer, or AIDS,and there is nothing wrong with. Appozhuthu teacher veliye sendru yaravathu irukiraargala endru paarthaal thidirendru kathavai saathi thaapal pootal. Naan ezunthu paarthen etharku teacher ippai seigiraargal endru.Teacher enathu arugil vanthu enathu kangalai paarthu enai irukamaaga katti pidithaal ennaku aval kathavai thaapal podum pozhuthe sunni viraithu irunthathu. Ennai teacher irukamaaga katti pidikum pozhuthu enathu viraitha sunni avalin pundiyil kuthiyathu appozhuthu teacheruku therinthathu naan muudaga irukiren. I know enough, though, from her words, to know that she is a beautiful person. A good soul. A generous spirit. One of those people who when they become your friend, they are one hundred percent committed to being selfless.The kind of person who says, “thank you” and actually means it.The other night I made a passing comment about something in an email, and added, “unless you want to hear my sordid fantasies”. I added an LOL just so she wouldn’t think anything ill of my comment. It was meant. I knew I was living as Tiffany, but hadmemories of being Joshua as well, even though I know I wasn't there.I got back up and joined the party, still not telling anyone; I doubtanyone would have believed me. I went back to my life, but unlike thelast time, I didn't just let Tiffany fade away. Was I living two lives?I had to know what was going on.I was afraid to ask anyone about it because of my fear of being labeleda nut, but still I was curious. One night I was watching Star Trek theNext.