The thought was depressing to me. I could still, in my mind's eye, feel the warmth and wetness of her, beneath her skirt, gripping my finger. And it w...s driving me to distraction. It was one morning, while I was in one of the back rooms sorting through prayer mats, when she turned up again. The old heavy wooden door opened and there she was, in a flowery summer skirt and matching chemise, curves bulging, unhidden by her flowing garments. I noticed she was wearing larger earrings than before.. ”Ab mujhe uljhan hui, maine kaha ; “to swikar kar le.”Wo muh nachate meri nakal karte boli ; “wah wah, swikar kar le, achchhi salah di. Phir wahan gaurav me kaun jayegi ? Tu ?”Ab main baat samjhi. Inke dhandhe me haan karneke baad na nahi kar sakte. Nahi to wo agent sath chhod dega. Pallavi ko yeh 25000 chahiye the, lekin 5000 wala kaam le kar phansi thi.Par uske aakhari sawal – “phir wahan gaurav me kaun jayegi ? Tu ?” – se main chaunki ? Usne to gusse me hi kah diya tha. Magar mujhe college. Ye dono Abhishek ke ghar mein nahi gaye. Sidha sidhiya chadte hue upar chhat pe chale gaye. Maine mummy se kaha main aata hu. Main gate se nikal ke upar ke taraf dabe pao gaya. Mujhe ye laga ki kal jo mere dost ne meri mummy ke sath kiya woh Nilesh ko bol dega. Aur aisa hi hua. Main jaise upar gaya maine dekha kone mein Abhishek aur Nilesh khade the. Nilesh ne apne jeb se cigarette ka packet nikala. Ek nikal ke Abhishek ko aur ek khud leke jalaya aur kaha, “Ab bol itna tension mein kyu hai?. Mai kaafi nervous ho gya tha or mai puri kosis kar raha tha kii mera lund khada ho jaye , khabhi didi kii naangi thighs sochta or khabhi didi kii gore gore chuche par mai itna jyada nervous ho gya tha kii mera khada hii nahi ho raha tha kab 1 ghanta nikal gya pata hii nahi chala. Thabhi didi mere samne aaghnyi , unho nai aabhi bhi sirf peticoat hii phana huaa tha or unke baal abhi bhi khule hue the , mai unhe dhek ke sharma gya or aapna haat hilana band kar diya or aapni aankhe neeche kar lnii,.