As I swung between girl-driven horniness and purges, so Iswung between absolute paranoia that I was starting to grow tits that Icouldn't hide or get r...d off, and giddy excitement that the bras wereshaping my chest into real cleavage.------------------------------------------------------------------------My fits of girliness were edging closer and closer to my 'real' life,and feeling increasingly real themselves. It was genuinely becomingpossible to start forgetting about 'real' me, the guy who. I was in heaven she could have done anything .it wasnt as though i could run away.i couldnt resist so i pulled her head and kissed her.what a mouth.soft ,inviting and those full lips.i kissed her again and again.she responded.and squezzed my cock.i stroked her back with my cast arm and played with her tits with the other.its not easy in casts.. she held my cock and kissed its head.she spent time licking round the rim.did that feel great.she ran my cock round her nipples round and round.every so. Nanny looked me in the eyes and asked would I be a girl if Iwore a dress? I was confused. She smiled and said I would still be thesame person that liked jeans.I gave Hannah a hug saying we would always be friends. Then I had to seethe doctor.Mom was waiting for me when the TV spat me out. She said she heard I seenthe doctor and he suggested I wear a diaper. I asked my mom did she stilllove me because I had to wear a diaper. She hugged me and said it was astupid question. I wore the diaper and. Holly laughed, gave her a hug and a kiss, and she left us alone. My friends don’t know we get spanked, but I knew Auntie Sarah’s look told me to be careful or risk a painful end to my birthday celebrations. It was going to be an extra specially good celebration as I was sleeping over at Holly’s and a bed was made up for me That meant we would be together tomorrow as well, and both Mums were going to take us out for lunch. The evening was great and it was late before.