She thought that we should have children, so during a short time she became pregnant. As soon as Lynette was pregnant our sex life went south. Everyth...ng else was the same and so on. We were all on our way to town and celebrate Beth’s birthday she just turned fourteen, and Jessica’s birthday was in two months and she would be thirteen. We had a good meal and a few drinks and then headed back home. It was a hot usual summer and I decided since all chores where finished asked if any one was gonna. It began is detective work to find out what turns him on and what he spends his time looking at.I was raised in a racist family in the south and was taught to stay away from black men. I have never been with a black man. And now here is the even bigger problem.It's beginning to turn ME on as well. When I was looking at my husbands computer there was one picture of a blond girl that looks a lot like I do, with a very large black man who looked to be in his 60's. He was tall, kind of homely,. Where was the voice? Gone. It abandoned him, left him to run from this monster alone. And it was gaining on him. He threw his belly to the forest floor, and forced himself under a giant log, something ancient and part of the land, something that offered him a nod with eyes opening in the lines of the tree’s bark.The monster didn’t care. It slammed all four of its hands down into the enormous piece of ancient wood, and ripped it apart. In the shower of bits of bark and death, it threw its mass. And that's part of the reason your father and I were so good together. So, as far as I'm concerned, the only valid question is 'How do you feel about Jill?' And 'How does she feel about you?' The rest of it is immaterial." Mom, I really like her. She told me she was 15 this morning and I guess I wasn't real good at hiding my feelings about it." I'm sure you weren't. You've never been good at hiding things." Well, we went out and she was playing these stupid games, trying to get me to like her..