She knew that if she gave him everything she had, he would guard it jealously, and protect her from any pain ever again.He swept her into his arms and...walked her across the room, laying her gently on the couch. He knelt beside her, and took her in from her feet to her hair, gazing longingly and lovingly the whole way. His stare intoxicated her. She grabbed feverishly for her clothes, wanting to rip them off, but he caught her wrists, and placed them gently above her head. He slowly removed her. " Said Monica. "After you have had a swim, I am sure Dave will give you a nice relaxing massage," said Jane.After spending some time in the swimming pool, the three of them sunbathed for a short while. "I am going into town to do some more shopping, this will give you time to give Monica a relaxing massage; I will knock on your door when I leave." Jane said to Dave.Dave had a shower and made preparations to give Monica a massage.When Jane knocked on the door, Dave opened it and much to his. It was dark outside and he kept the door open. I sat on a chair next to his study table and he joined me on another chair. Then he asked me how comfortable I was with those lessons. He seemed surprised that I was really poor in maths. He started to teach me. I was looking intently at what he was writing and explaining me. He had a pleasant smell and spoke slowly looked deeply in my eyes and made sure that I understood everything before he proceeded. He was wearing a loose t-shirt and I could. It would sound stupid, now. Out of place. I was also afraid to say it. Jazz kept telling me that she wasn’t ‘girlfriend material’, or that she wouldn’t make a good long term girlfriend. Was that her way of trying to keep me at a distance? Yet we had done everything a couple would do – physically, socially, intellectually – all that was missing was the verbal expression of an emotional commitment. Maybe there was some way that I could express to her how I felt – to tell her that I loved her –.