I will not gaze down transfixed at the sheer beauty of these wondrous, gorgeous ... no, don't call them shoes, they are more than that ... to find my ...wn face reflected back up to me. How, how, how could my life be complete without these? I take a step; small and tentative. Move cramped feet one in front of the other with perfect six inch gaps between toe and heel. My ankles moan, my arches trapped in mid air are helpless, all weight shifting forward onto my toes. I tiptoe across the shop;. ) I am about 150 pounds with dark brown hair I am not the most athletic person but I am okay.My cousin on the other hand was just the opposite. He was tall and the ladies man. Had a lot of friends and was very athletic. I always fantasize about him when Im jacking off. He is straight and I am bi( he doesn't know). We usually watch porn together but don't jack off in front of each other.One day our parents were going out of town so he was staying 3 night over my house. I though this would be the. "Ylena smiles. "Never mind," she says. "It's Fifty-three that's coming with me isn't it?" She reaches out, grips Sue by her wrist cuff and leads her away.I want to yell out, "No! No, it's number Fifty, number Fifty is your slooga, it's me," but I can see it would do no good. Sue just nods and follows Ylena as she leaves the room.Jo catches me watching them leave. "Is there not enough to interest you here, Fifty?" she asks."Sorry, Mistress," is all I can manage."Right. Now listen to me the pair. " But, do you wanna be with him again ... you know ... like ... have sex with him?" Tommy, like I told you both ... I'm a really sexual girl, and I'm accepting that about myself again. What I really want is to be able to be with both of you, whenever it feels right to everybody involved. I thought I was pretty clear about that. I don't want to commit to anything but rediscovering myself. And Tommy, I want you to be a part of that. I'm pretty sure I made that clear when I fucked you. But you.