After breakfast and a shower we moved to the front room where we took turns pleasuring one another orally. Finally I entered her doggie style again, h...r head resting on the couch arm and began slow fucking her creamy little pussy. As I rocked back and forth her sounds of contentment became screams of pleasure and then I wet a finger and began to massage her anus. Soon she was begging me to fuck her ass so ever so gently I began to ease in the head of my cock into her and much to my surprised. Now that her very soul had died, the dull ache had spread. I felt nothing but pain. Why is it so hard to die? Why can't I just stop this?I have been lying to myself for so long. I have felt love. I still do. I was dependant on someone else and will never be whole without her. It has torn a piece out of my chest and I will never recover that part. There was a hole in my spirit, a gaping wound through which my life wanted to pour out. Yet I didn't die. I awoke.I needed to know what had happened. You can peek if you want.’ I slowly turned to see my sister slowly caressing her beautiful breasts, pinching one big brown nipple occasionally and arching her back slightly as she did so. I was transfixed; I couldn’t tear my eyes away. She had reached the horny man inside me and I was helpless. I stared at the show she was putting on for me for at least 5 minutes. Her left hand moved across her stomach toward her groin. ‘You know, you’ve been such a good brother coming over here like you do to. I did have the wherewithal to eventually move, putting on a pair of shorts and shirt to offer Jessie a drive home. She lived in a working class neighborhood of track houses, decent and clean, not too far from the high school. As per our routine, I dropped her off close to the school to avoid her mother becoming overly suspicious.Though seemingly moving in another plane of reality, I did manage to stop at the store and picked up some pre-cooked food for dinner – I was sure I wasn’t going to have.