"They are vexed with their god," McAllister stated, as if it were nothing to him. Behind the god, McAllister was surprised to see himself tiptoe exagg...ratedly across the courtyard. Stopping, the copy of himself made a comically-overdone 'shush' gesture, finger to the lips, and then picked an apple from the tree. McAllister could not see what was held in his copy's left hand.McAllister kept his features steady as he cut through the other's building anger. "I offered them a chance to switch. I put my arms around Janelle, and tell her that no matter what happens, I still love her, and she says she still loves me. I kiss her, but we pull our bodies together, I find myself paralyzed, unable to do anything. She says it happens to everyone sometimes, but I realize that it's worse that that, because it's not just that I'm not responding, but because I don't have any idea how."Then time shifts again, and it's afternoon. I'm at the day care center to pick the twins up, and nobody there. I did not move my body, I dare not adjust myself, I did not want to look at Todd, and the reason was; it felt good. His hand stroking my bare leg as it laid across his leg was causing my body to go flush. His touch was wrong and naughty, converting my feelings of uncertain surprise to warm anticipation. I was paying close attention to where his hand was moving along my leg, just by the touch. On the upward movement, I was in a knot uncertain how far he was doing to go, and when his hand moved. I had just had my first experience with a man, and I loved it! I had neverbeen as happy as I was when I was in a dress and on my knees. I knew Iliked oral, but I still had to try anal. I had been talking to an older manon IRC in the room #gaydads4sons who loved feminine boys like me. He livedin New York City, and I lived on Long Island. As luck would have it, myparents had gone away on vacation and left me home alone. I was logged intothe chat room, and my older online friend happened to be.