.. can she stay with you? Vera is definitely in the family way ... and the last thing she needs is a complaining Grace."Grace was standing right there...with 'PLEASE' written all over her face."I don't have a place." Grace's face fell."Buy a live aboard ... you came for a boat ... get one." She perked up."JHC daddy ... I'll have to do it today." Grace grinned."JHC?" Daddy asked."Jesus H. Christ."We zipped right out and bought a copy of The Rudder. What Motor Boating is to power boats, The Rudder. I opened the first bottle and took a swig. I nearly choked as the amber liquid burned its way down my throat. There was no hurry, I had all night, so I waited until the burning died down before I took a second, smaller sip. It went down a lot more easily.As I continued to sip the whiskey, it started to rain. As it soaked through my clothing, chilling me, the whiskey kept me warm from inside. It occurred to me that if the whiskey and the river didn’t kill me, perhaps I’d die of pneumonia. I. We also heard about the benefits of GHB and Ecstasy that Kate just described, and it was very definitely true about those benefits!Bree said that Suzanne then chimed in that she had tried it in college with her boyfriend at the time and found the effects very interesting and satisfying, and then Anne said she had used GHB and Ecstasy more than quite a few times as well. Obviously, since I did it more than once, that speaks for itself!Kate asked Mindy if she had any recreational experiences in. In most cases if a couple wants to get pregnant and can’t, it’s the man’s sterility or low sperm count that’s the problem.”“I … was just wondering.”“Have you and Bill talked about having children? Do you think you’re ready for that?”“We haven’t talked about it, and I’m sure I’m not ready.”“When you are, it’s easy enough to remove the implant.”“Thank you. I’ll keep that in mind.”I guess the pink pill really had done its work. I was fully, functionally female. I couldn’t bring myself to think.