The size and strength and heat of the man beside me was dizzying…"This is it sissy," he said.We'd come to what look like a small clearing in the mid...le of a stand of streets. Some broken concrete was s**ttered around. I was crying."What's the matter girl?" Please don't hurt me," I stammered between sobs, "I'm so scared. Ive never even done this before. I'll do my best to please you. I promise, sir. Please, don't kill me."The black man laughed softly. "That it, bitch? Yo scared Im going to kill. After searching her fanny pack twice, she discovered that she had left her T.P. in the coach and I didn’t even have a Kleenex to give her either. She said she really had to go bad, so I told her to go behind a rather large bolder off the trail and to squat down and pee. She said she would pee all over her boots and herself. I suggested for her to stand, spread her feet wide apart and then pee.“O, that sounds nasty,” she said. wrinkling up her nose. But she had to go so bad that this sounded. Eddie's mother asked, "How did he die?"I flashed back to Eddie's death and felt as if I'd been hit by a truck. I quivered and said, "Excuse me."Somehow I got to the car. I was in a cold sweat. It was the worse attack I had ever had. I vomited beside the car and shook.From beside me, I heard Shirley, "It's going to be all right. Take it easy. What can I do?"I wasn't able to respond. I flashed back again and again to the child running out and detonating the grenade next to Eddie. I saw Eddie. I was just in the shower and getting ready to leave when Adam unexpectedly came up to me, and without a word he started pounding me with his hard dick. We were getting ready for the train station because Sarah, my best friend, was coming to visit us for a few days and we were going to pick her up at the station. It's been half a year since we last saw each other that time when... when we managed to pick up two strangers on a crooked evening. Adam never found out what happened, and I have been.