" he said shooting a look to his friends as they stifled alaugh. "I was wondering what you were doing Friday?" Friday?" Kurt repeated dumbly."Yeah......" Ward said with an apprehensive smile that made Kurt'sinsides squirm."I... uh..." Kurt's mind was empty, all thoughts had escaped him, hisbrain seemed to have shut down."She's not doing anything, are you Kimmie?" Becky teased loving everysecond of this situation."Well... I think... that... I... uh..." Kurt didn't know why hecouldn't find. When I showed up at his door he seemed happy, but not at all surprised. With a smile, he said, “Come on.” I almost could not help but stare at his crotch. Knowing the big, beautiful manhood just behind that zipper made my desire boil over. I was young, and easily seduced, but I wanted it just as much as he did.”Do you want to watch a video?” I was so hoping he would ask! “Yes” I said. “What kind?” he asked and I somehow boldly said, “One where a guy comes on the other one.” He smiled at me and. Then it was shower time. Like I said before, we are scheduled and timed.After everyone in the family is finished, it's lights out and we go tobed--and it's not even completely dark yet. Anyway, before and after myshower, I had plenty of time to think about what a downer today wascompared to yesterday.Of course, yesterday didn't start off all that great either. The firstlady I saw--I think her name was Kylie--made me sit and listen to whateveryone else in the room thought of me, and it wasn't. I might have been interacting with Karen several times a week, but that had just been fucking, and there hadn't been much talking. Anyway I doubt any civvy would be able to understand what a squaddie goes through in a combat situation. It needs someone who has been there and done it, and got the Tee shirt, to be able to relate to the sufferer, who then is able to unburden himself to a person with the same experiences.All Erbs had been affected by what they had seen in Bosnia, and by talking it.