Jean and I walked Kristina to the door. We gave each other a hug and a kiss on the cheek goodnight. Kristina stopped before walking out the door and a...ked if we could get together again after her shift the next evening? Jean and I told her we would give her and answer when we saw her next. We slept in late the next morning.The person delivering our breakfast waked Jean and me. It was good we ordered a late breakfast. Today was a sea day. No worries about getting off the ship. We could sit on. "I was expecting this call sometime, what brought this up tonight?" A program on 5* about swingers. I got all hot thinking about Gary having his wicked way with loads of horny women hungry for his cock, but then I started to worry about what I'd do, I really don't want any other man touching me." Is that how you feel about other men? Are you repulsed?" I'd never thought about it like that, but yeah, I did shudder when I thought of other men touching me, is that how you feel?" Well I wouldn't go. So the following morning i woke up and showered and got out my best underwear and placed them on making sure my sheer panties did the job and lightly applied some perfume to down there making my pussy smell well and truly good if i ever came across the odd guy now I’m a natural bit on this morning id thought id trim it here and there and hurried to get ready placing on my best low cut top showing off my best charmers and jeans making my upper top look more admiring than they were and so. And young women didn't cuddle in their daddy's lap. I tried to act like I understood but I didn't. I only knew I was never going to get that affection, again." In fact I tried, even acting up and swearing at him later. But he never spanked me again, and he never let me hug him for more than a few seconds, and standing up, at that."I just shook my head ... a selfish question came to mind. How is it I attract all these 'needy' women?"Karin, there must be millions of women who have gone through.