My mother was ashining beacon and said, "Rachel, I am so proud of you! Your heart reachesout and touches almost everyone you meet. You see what we are...all trying toshow you?"I smiled at her and said, "Mommy," (MOMMY? I haven't called her that since Iwas 8 years old! Where did that come from?) "I understand but a little rightnow. More and more becomes revealed to me as time passes, but I have a verylong way to go before I really understand what I am to learn from this."My mother continued,. . our ragged breathing and moans and grunts of pleasure. Fast, hard, primitive need rages through us, pushing us closer to the edge of release, blocking all other thoughts from our minds. The intensity draws us faster and faster, higher and higher until I can feel you clenched up, so close to falling over the edge. My own body feels like it's on fire, every nerve ending intensely aware. I know you're close and your excitement triggers my own release as I feel ripples of convulsions starting. .."As I looked at myself for the first time, dressed in lingerie, I felt a really strange sense of peace coming into me. It was as though, for the first time in my life, I was feeling like I was a whole person. I had always felt sort of empty in a way, though I had not defined it that way, not till this moment in time. I felt like I should have been a boy, but allowed to be a girl, in order to be a whole complete personality.As I marveled at how completely, excepting the excited throbbing bulge. You must play out this role. With my help you can learn to enjoy someaspects of this role. If you play along and abide by the rules I thinkthey will one day soon switch you back. So far each lady has told me itis their desire to return being women once they have made somesignificant changes in the corporate culture. But in the meantime, whynot experiment and learn?" Rules, what rules? How do I know how to play this part? What is thispart?" I think the first rule will be that you be Kelly.