I wanted to tell you that at lunch, but when I saw you and how happy you were and those big brown eyes looking at me so carefree, I didn’t want to r...in it. I know what we have, truly I do. It’s purely sexual. And I really thought I was able to separate sex from feelings. I thought if I could have sex like a man purely to just have sex without guilt, feelings or emotions, it would be fun. But I’m finding the more time I spend with you the more I cannot be that man. You are not like my other. Oh I know I have a couple of change orders that I was going to fax to you. I’ll bring those and make it a business call.’ ‘That’s perfect, see you then. Oh and tell the colonel he’s invited too.’ ‘I’ll do that.’ * Chapter Three By noon Sunday I had my backyard set up for the feast. There were two coolers crammed full of cold beer and ice along with a few soft drinks. The food was delivered and just as the catering truck pulled away my crew pulled in. It took them about thirty seconds to find. "Anguished grunt…I realize from Robin's sudden anguished grunt that even when he's wanking, he climaxes much too quickly. "Oh, Robin, you didn't cum already, did you? That's too bad, darling. Why don't you stay on the phone and listen to me get off? I bet it won't take me long, now."I know I'm on the edge of a quite memorable orgasm. I look at Joe and say, "I want your cock. I'm opening my legs wide now just for you." I spread my legs until both feet are over the sides of the bed and hold my. I was mortified at my situation, yet I did not put a stop to it. I did not insist that Ricardo give the controller back to my lover. I did not physically try to take the controller from this youthful student. And I did not attempt to leave. No, in my shame, I allowed this to continue. It should be no surprise to anyone, least of all me, that the very first thing Ricardo did when handed the controller was crank it up to level five.I bolted to attention, grabbing both men's thighs as I shook,.