The difference is now they come and visit us and we use simulators mostly.That does mean we get to hear about our little base. Envy always seems to be...the first emotion we detect. And that shouldn't be a bit issue cause the other bases are all rather nice. In fact, several have large freshwater lakes or ponds nearby. Our lagoon might be isolated from the oceans thanks to the way the land falls and the nets we've put in place to prevent any predatory fish from migrating, but it's still filled. I surely must be dead. I had heard that when you die, a bright light would lead you to your destination, be it heaven or hell. I tried to move towards the light but found that it was only something shining on the floor. Was I dreaming? I moved my hand around and felt something like a tube. I picked it up and discovered that it was a flashlight. As I raised it from the floor, a bright beam shot out and illuminated the figure of a person standing in the darkness. I stared dumbfounded at the image. Often those girls would drive me so crazy I’d have to spunk my pants looking at them, whatever the risks. In the canteen, pressing up outside their offices, waiting inside the toilets till they’d walked past and then poke my head out while I rubbed my trousers – thing is, when you worship a girl like I do, you just get utterly DESPERATE to go into ecstasy while She’s in sight. I was lucky enough to do that many many times, but there were also times when it never happened, despite my best. He could hear a male voice asking "Raven? Raven? What's going on? " but he couldn't place the voice. It sounded familiar but he was in too much of a rage to make a connection."So this is what goes on when I'm not here?" he slurred his words, obvious he had been drinking... again. "WHO THE FUCK IS THIS? " he yelled into the phone, then pressed the receiver button down. He threw it across the room thinking he had hung it up, not knowing Curly was still on and could hear everything. He walked.