I handed the things to Mrs. Ahuja and went into my room. I had just removed my jeans and was putting on my shorts when Mrs. Ahuja walked in. I quickl... turned and put my shorts on. She just smiled and turned around. When I was done she asked me to come for lunch. I told her I would be there in a few minutes. When I came out of my room I saw that Mrs. Ahuja had changed into a black sari. She was already sitting at the dining table. I sat down opposite her and started with my lunch. Mrs.. So I decided to go.We arrived at the motel and I was very shy for the attendants to see me. The girl took charge of everything, asked me for the money and so we went to the room. In the room she asked me if I wanted to blow her. I had never had a penis in my hands before. I was so nervous but at the same time I was so horny. I wanted to taste that big cock in my mouth. Taste the precum. It was all so exciting and new. I accepted her offer to blow her, and started by licking her shaft and balls,. The memory of him keeping me by his side and digging his fingersinto my arm anytime it appeared I might cry became fresh in my mind.I leaned into Dani's side for support and rubbed the same spot my fatherdug into my arm as we approached the casket.I found some small relief in knowing that it was open. Ryan always tookpride in his appearance and I pictured him smiling from above with theknowledge that the ladies would get to look at him one last time.I could not believe the person who had been. Her big tits, her sensual mouth, her smooth ass and the best pussy ever. Just by writing about her, I get horny. And it doesn`t help that my hand is on my bare pussy. And yeah, for those who are still wondering, I do write my stories at home, which means that I`m naked while writing them. Also when I chat, I tend to find that people ask me:"Are you naked?","Do you do i****t?", and so on. Yes I do. And sometimes I do find it exciting to chat about some arousing things in chat. Yeah, let me start.