Laura didn't want him but was furious at the affection he was showing to Jackie. She was determined that the little whore wouldn't have him either. "G...t rid of her!" she snarled as she left the room."You sort him out! If I've got to do what my father says, so has your son," she yelled at Roland as she passed through the kitchen, "I gather it is your fault she's here in the first place!"Furious, Roland slipped his broad leather belt off and stormed noisily up the wooden stairs, Nero followed at. "Each day I learned a bit more and finally settled into a sparse butcomfortable existence. We were living on nothing with almost everything mywife earned being used to keep the creditors off our backs.One day my wife came home crying. She kept sobbing,"I hate my job, I hate my job."I said, "You should try being a househusband." Listen George if it was up to me you would get fired from this jobtoo." That really hurts Lisa; I am trying to do a better job. What is goingon at work, why are you so. "I'm just asking where you got them," he said."They're not mine!" Allison yelled.Mom said, "It was probably the same guy who wrote on her." Yes! I didn't do it." I didn't say you did," Dad said exasperated.It took a few more minutes until things settled down.I walked home happily. It was a good night. It would be a good morning.I woke up energetic even though I didn't get nearly as much sleep as I usually did. It would be an interesting day.As I walked to school, I suddenly doubted whether. It was fucked up and I don’t want to go back to that place again. But I do realise how lucky I am when I hear about people who can’t go out in public without covering up scars on their arms or legs. Thankfully I have no obvious lasting physical reminders of it. There is one scar on my arm that’s still visible only if you look for it. I stopped before I got to that point after the phone call I got asking me how to stop a bad cut bleeding. I think that was what terrified me into quitting. .